I missed this

When pen meets paper!!!

I am  not a writer but I had missed just being able to put my thoughts on paper. I missed this type of therapy (Free Therapy). I missed sharing... and I missed having a strong opinion. I am back at it guys...

Eat Pray Love

After attempting to watch this movie for the past years I finally managed to watch the whole movie and I feel like I achieved something lol… I stumbled into such beautiful words that got me thinking and I thought to share: “People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soulmate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soulmate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soulmates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.”

Day 10: TheSW30

Peppsi, Pepe, Pepi, Peps are some of the names I go by but i love mu full name, Perpetua. Perpetua \p(e)-rpe-tua, per-petua\ as a girl's name is of Latin origin, and the meaning of Perpetua is "forever, perpetual".  This is a unique name probably for unique people lol.  I like how it sounds so powerful (PERPETUA) hahaha. This is mainly because of the history of the martyr St Perpetua and her great sacrifice, naming a baby Perpetua is almost like being named after a hero, I am stunned. 

How that fits with me... I can be your hero baby!!! Lol Kk on a serious one, I am this everlasting source of joy and I have an everlasting sense of humour. It's never a dull moment with this lady! I love life and unlike my joy, my struggles only last a season! 

I make more sacrifices for others than myself, not sure if that is a good thing but I love being me! I guess it's in the name! 

My name always reminds me of how His mercies follow me all the days of my life... 

Day 9: #TheSW30

If I say a relationship changes Pepsi it will be a lie. Yes I understand that some things are not really appropriate to do when you are in a relationship and I respect my relationships just FYI lol.

I enjoy dancing naked and it's one thing I love to do on most nights without an audience! That's one thing I can point out. Mmmmm let me think... I talk to myself, I tell myself what I need to hear, I encourage myself and I weigh the pros and cons and make decisions! 

O yes, I cook a lot. I mix things up and make meals that are just out of this world lol. I add ingredients until it tastes good! Then I indulge from the pot! Yum yum yum!!!  

Initially I said relationships don't change me only because I would love to do all those things with my person! 

Day 8: #TheSW30

Love God fiercely because as for me and my house we will serve The Lord! 

Loves me completely, this means they should communicate well... I have never mastered the art of reading minds! Loving me means that you will commit and be true to your commitment! 

Stable family because charity does begin at home hey! A man who understands the importance of family is a gem, they don't make so many of them! 

Driven n adventurous, I get bored easily lol but we got to kick it you know! Driven I say but he should understand the value that comes with actually being content with life, I don't want to be forever chasing!! 

Shallow as this may sound but he has to be easy on the eye! I have to find him sexy as hell! I find a man who loves to dance easy to relate to so that makes a guy easy on the eye in a none conventional way!!! 

Day 7: #TheSW30

Mmmm we all make plans hey, short and long term goals. Some are realistic and some are well just dreams but it's ok to dream they say! I don't even do all the things on my daily to do list I don't know how I thought I would achieve my long term goals. Don't give up on me already, I am not as bad as all this sounds! Well when I look back there are two years of my life  I fail to account but I don't regret the two years for I got to learn so much about life and myself. 

All I am saying is I am not where I thought I would be but I am where God wants me to be and I believe all the desires of my heart will be granted! 

Day 6: #TheSW30

If that is not a movie title, it’s a lie… if I had the love life that I want; I would be blogging about happily ever after. That just sounded like a bitter single woman but what can I say, writing about all those misconceptions kinda got to me… All I am thinking right now is, how in a perfect world me and my imperfect perfect man will be star gazing right now but no I am not. Instead I am sitting here wishing for the love life that I want.

But come to think of it, that statement can be very true hey… like it’s all about the time and place, God’s timing. I painted my Monalisa down to the number of teeth the smile will show off but all I can do is ask God to grant me my Monalisa. As I type this I have faith like a little child, faith that one day when God has prepared me enough I will have the exact love life that I want. Work in progress…